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Feb. 15th, 2010 | 03:56 pm
mood: guilty guilty

I'm sitting here just staring at my computer screen, lost in my thoughts and world of regret. My mind is blank and after a month of feeling bliss, happiness and hope, I feel deceived, selfish and played. To make things worse, I went and did practically the same thing. I treated somebody I was suppose to love with reckless banter. How can someone not feel bad after hurting someone that way? I feel like the biggest idiot in the world right now and I'm so tired of making mistakes. With every mistake, there's drama and sadness. I'm sick of hurting like this. I'm sick of feeling so shitty. I'm sick of being so reckless with people's feelings.

I just need to back off for a while. For my own happiness and the happiness of others. I am a strong person. I can deal with this.

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